It's Nearing time to pack & go..........................

I opened a box the other day & was a taken back for a moment, that I shut the lid back down fast on the box....
I needed to take another glimpse in that box as I thought that I saw my soul...
I had not noticed it was missing as part of my life....

Yesterday or was it last week, I opened that box again & took out the remanants of my soul...
Oh how it needed some nourishment..

I was so fed up with my life and all the crap that seemed to appear so darn often... I needed to go to escape from this little inland village miles form anywhere that mattered....
I was over the flies,
 the bottled water,
 the summer's heat...
the long drives back from where I had gone...
None of it held enchantment anymore...

But I had kind of settled in because it was simpler than finding what was missing or what could be out there........
Now my bags are packed in my mind I am moving on.... & it feels fantastic !!!!!!!!!!!!!

But where did I want to be ??????????? I took to some journeys overnight & in the day to look over beach spots and mountain places & I felt something of a failure and a vagabond who kept walking because I had no where really to go to or to be.

Then I took a look at where my next place was orginally going to be.... before black mould in a beach huse