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tree spreads it's branches......to let in sunlight and to shade and shelter in hot times.... at times lichen grows ... it is all beauty... sometimes so simple it is hard to see.
Today is here & I have worked through some of the sense of failure I felt in chosing the wrong place.
However I will say that instinct is so strong... I am stone deaf ! No I did hear it but berated myself for being so precious.
There was an uneasy feel about moving to that house... the closer this got the unease settled around me like that fog I drove in.... I couldn't see any reason & was questioning "how come you have lost your spirit of adventure & of HOPE "? ..I have a + on that....
Purchases were difficult to be delivered, obstacles happened & at last all was delivered ..which now needs to be picked up... the notice to give to quit, the reluctance to begin to pack...the sheer lethargy....
The overide was the yearning to be resettled..to explore ..to breathe some new life into my soul..
I may have been a little foolish but I do not think so... who would have known, we, strangers in town...what person would have felt safe to tell, in case we were part of it all.....that is not a world I inhabit & are very niave in that sense......
